awh, what audition feedback did you get? and what people doing things with your knowledge?? like what is it.
Apparently with my facial expression and body language, I overact. And this was an audition where I thought I toned it down quite a bit in the overall ecstatic-ness of how I portrayed the character. As for people doing things without my knowledge, let’s just say certain people doing things without telling me. And EVERYONE knew about it except for me. I had a right to know when it happened and I literally just found out in full today. I’m not mad that indirect people didn’t tell me, because it was just to keep me from getting hurt, but the person that did it should’ve told me rather than me finding out from a different source months later. I’m just bitter. Whatever. Time to go do work. Have a lovely day, Anon.
A few things…
-Family schtuff. ‘nuff said. Jekhqubwgxbmagt
-Some audition feedback that has really made me question my skill level.
-Friend things that bug me that really shouldn’t. I am such a pushover sometimes.
-Something that I wish people had told me a while ago about specific people doing things without my knowledge. That always sucks.
“If you are a student you should always get a good night’s sleep unless you have come to the good part of your book, and then you should stay up all night and let your schoolwork fall by the wayside, a phrase which means ‘flunk.’”—Lemony Snicket (via frecklesandfireflies)
I push and I push and I’ve been pushing for almost 2 years and I’m getting sick of my lack of improvement. It shows in solo and it ESPECIALLY shows when I’m being compared to others, and I’m absolutely sick of it. It shows in outcomes and casts lists as well. And every time I think I’m getting close to a point I think I want to be at, I get knocked back down. Yes, I may be able to sing female bass, but I’m also a mezzo soprano, and I can belt and mix and it is my strength. But what’s a mezzo if my head voice is weak and difficult to coordinate? I’m not going to give up, I will push and push and push until I reach the point I want to be at. Bring it on.
5 - My best friend? I have several amazing friends, and a small group of very close friends. So probably Kaitlyn, Meghan, Nancy, Lauren, Rachel Z, and Abby.
23 - Someone I love: My grandmother. She passed away almost 2 weeks ago, and I miss her like crazy. She was the most inspiring woman I know, and still is. A first class lady with an awesome sense of humor. She knew how to resolve any situation, and if I came to her with something on my mind, she would always know what to say. Wish she was here now…